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When you wake up and realize you're already in hell

 

When you wake up and realize you're already in hell, your own created hell, and or a hell others have created for you. We often create hell for others by how we perceive them. There's no worse hell than to be perceived to be something you're not, especially if that 'not' is bad.

We always here about 'transgendered', well, they should come up with another term of 'transracial', or 'transcultural'.

In that maybe you're a black person who's totally disgusted with others society lumps you in with, but because they lump you in with those you despise, the same doors that society closes on them, society also closes on you, and so now you're extra isolated.

I think blacks over the age of 40 really feel this strain of cross cultural identities, in that blacks over the age of 40, for the most part, were raised more traditionally, you know, to be mindful of elders, respectful and kind to strangers, to not kick and beat someone when they're down. All of which this newer, single parent raised and bred, generation of urban black youth have done just the reverse of.

Hundreds of sickening videos on YT, ticktock, of urban black teens acting like utter monsters, demons from hell, with no regard for human life, property, or anything. Born in the most free nation in the world, yet still choosing to act, even worse than, those born in 3rd world nations. It's depressing to watch, if you're an older black person, as all the former years spent trying to prove society wrong about 'who we are', have now just been erased by this new demonic class of urban youth.

Their actions have now solidified racism forever, as there's now 1000's of hours of videos out there that racist can say 'You see, we were right, this is who you are'...

What racists, Asian racist, Hispanic racist, Middle Eastern racist, they can all now justify their hatred and fear of black folks, do to all these violent videos floating around. And again, wanna know who suffers the most from that? Middle class, and or working class, law abiding 9-5 type of blacks, or people of color, they're the ones who suffer from this negative imagery.

Many blacks, right now if they could, would simply change their color, or ethnic traits,  and just walk away from being perceived as black, so that they could just finally relax and live a normal life, without constantly seeing ugly behavioral images of self in the new or on social media.

Geese and Alligators

This video claims that it's single unwed Black women who have single handedly destroyed the black community..and video made by a B male...you decide

 

I must say, this is one of the most honestly truthful social commentary videos I've seen ever, and it's spoken by Black dude, and it's been out on YT since 2013!

But today, less than an hour ago, is the first time I've ever seen this...wow.

I've felt the same way for a very long time, and I'm a person of color as well, I mean who doesn't see it, and how these women having babies outside of marriage and with multiple men, who doesn't see how it's totally corroded the black community, totally, and it's gross, but these women doing it don't care.

It's why crime is so out of control, cause the people committing them on the street level come from these single B mothers, as if they've all made some 'coven' with the devil to seed the earth with demons or something, and I say that based on behavior that you see from these fatherless offspring..who grow up hating themselves and others like themselves for a variety of reasons.

Anyhow, the guy in the video says it better than I do, and more elegantly...and if you agree, than share the video cause this needs to be out there more, needs to be preached in church even, even though it's not coming from a religious angle, but still, logic is logic.

 

Real life vs Online life

 Real life vs Online life, it's not even close, real life wins out every time.

Today, I went to the farmers market, sold some stuff, purchased some stuff, but the most important thing I did was interact and relate to other human beings, not cartoon like characters we seem or tend to reduce one another to when relating to each other online.

I actually think relationships, as a whole and as a nation, would be better and stronger had social media never come along, and had a whole generation not have gotten use to messaging or texting, or Instagram-ing, (I know, I know, that's not a word).

Today, I stepped away form place, stepped away from computer, computer screen, and stepped into the real world on my day off, and it was wonderful. I handed out cards. I guess in real life you 'spam', by actually handing out cards to real people..lol.

And I gave away a few books, and I gave away a free pair of shoes to a couple, cause the wife or girlfriend looked due to give birth any second, poor lady, not sure why her husband had her out there pushing a baby stroller in that hot sun.

And I drove to another person's house to pick up a clothing rack they were selling, which led to use getting into deeper conversations. (This person was well off).

What I'm saying is, you don't get these type of interactions online, at least I don't. All you get online is others speculating about you, or maybe a 'like', or thumbs up or down, what's that Romperoom garbage when can just relate to real people in the real world, where respect is the order of the day.

I had a full day today, I drove around, met many different personality types,  and no one insulted each other, as what usually happens when dealing with anonymous people online. 

Anyways, be well, and don't forget to check out my book. 'How to survive in Da Hood as an outsider'.

Can buy on Amazon or here...https://www.amazon.com/How-Survive-Hood-Outsider-biography/dp/1456638734 

Actually can buy the book at any online book store that carries it, just type in the title of the book.

And with that, it's time to relax a bit.

Still here

 

Yep, still here, after all these years, still here, and boy do I have a story to tell, just like everyone else does who's ever walked this Earth.

My story is not the most exciting, not even, I mean think about it, you have people in war, combat, you have drug runners, meaning people who pilot planes for drug lords and land in the jungle (now they have a story to tell), and or the cops who chase them.

Everyone has a story to tell, believe me you, the problem is is that most don't know how to tell it, or don't care to.

So, it's not that I have the most interesting story to tell, cause I don't, but what I do know how to do and that is write, and write effectively, write in a way that even those who do have better stories to tell end up reading what I write, and may even be inspired to write their own stories after reading my stuff.

I probably write more than anyone else on the planet, not professionally, but recreationally, and no, not just here, I write all over, not for professional journals or publications, but on blogs and social media and other off the trail type places.

That aside, welcome to my world, a world of reality and abstract mixed in all together.

Let's begin.